I'm tired of being ignored by my own friend, i'm tired missing my far away bestfriend, i'm tired being single, i'm tired of FOREVER ALONE term, i'm tired getting falling in love with someone but they didn't have the same feeling for me, i'm so damn tired of this fucking drama ! My life is sucks. I don't know why, but i always been fogetten, ignored, uninvited, judged by everyone. Come on guys. What did i do wrong towards you? I try to be nice to people, but they misunderstood my action just because of my image. Stop being a judge please. I'm hurt here. Can't you see? Dear love, please come and fulfill my life. I need love from the one who we called as lovers/boyfriend/girlfriend. I know i'm not pretty, cute, rich, intelligent, smart etc. But i do have feelings and heart like everyone. To be honest, i am loyal. If i started to loves someone, i will be with her/him 24/7, i won't give a damn about others, i will take care of her, i will try to make her happy no matter what it takes. You know what, I had experience myself how hurt it is when being heartbroken, been rejected and being cheated. Aku dulu selalu toreh tangan, tumbuk dinding, hentak kepala dekat pintu, pecahkan barang cuma sebab sakit hati. Yes i admit it is such a stupid action. But i'm sure every girl in this earth had done that before or someday you will do the same thing.

I can't stand it anymore ! Urgghhh :'/ I'm craving for a happy life. No problems, have a cute relationship, pocket full of cash, non-stop laughing with my bestfriend .. Seriusly i want this kind of life. I'm tired with the same pattern of daily routine. Every morning wake up, goes to school, study, stress out, alone at school, coming home, do torn of homeworks, sleep and the next day i'm doing the same thing. It sucks ok! I need my bestfriend by my side, i need loves from someone, i need someone that truely care about me. Nurin Aqilah, Niena Natasha .. I miss the old us, i miss having fun and do silly things together :'( *crying*

xoxo : lonely person

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