Pronto. Eyin for short. Euthymic. Strive to win a war. Things that i wrote in this blog can be a true story and can be just one of my fantasy. What's written in entry, let it stay right there. No need to talk bout it. Feel unpleasant with my story? Just click cross at top of your tab.

My obsession.

Ehem~ Harini pagi-pagi lagi aku dah post something. It means aku ponteng sekolah lah samdol. Hewhew :3 Cikgu cakap harini ada kuiz addmath, terus aku tak senang hati subuh tadi. Apa lagi, teruslah cipta alasan nak bagi dekat Mama. Al-maklumlah aku ni bodoh math. Seraamm pulak kalau tiba-tiba cikgu panggil aku suruh selesaikan soalan dekat depan ~(o.o)~

Nowadays, there's too many drama in our daily life. It's either drama of love, heartbroken, friends, misunderstanding or others. And for sure i am the D R A M A Q U E E N. Everyday i fake my smile, my laugh, my mood :') Whenever i'm pissed/annoyed/moody because of something, i didn't show it to my friends. Because i don't want to trouble them or ruin their mood. Who said single is best? Pppfffftttttt~ It's not best at all! I've already been single for almost 8 month. I'm alone, i didn't have someone to share my loves with, there's no one i can protect, no one to share happy or sad moments together and most importantly there's no one to loves me :'/
Because of loneliness, i tried to keep myself busy, makes more friend at FB/Twitter, spend most of my time at twitter and look after Ibok properly. Like seriously why the fuck did a nice girl choose a boy/girl that are so damn stupid, didn't know how to take care of their own girlfriend?! I just don't get it. I'm here, the one that always faithful and true-hearted waiting for those girls to come and be my lifesaver. Asdfghjkl~ Maybe it's true what my Mom always told me, people more concerned about the appearance not heart. How stupid they are -.- *sigh* I know i'm not cute/handsome/beautiful/smart like other people, but i am honest and loyal. I can take care of my girlfriend, i'm willing to do anything just to keep her smiling/get rid of her sadness. Hhmm but it's okay. I still can wait for my true loves :') Haishh i'm faking my words again. Stop it eyin! *talking to mirror*
Ohh ByTheWay, last night aku skype dengan seorang girl named Nur Raihan. She's one of new junior at SIGS. Padahal baru malam tu kitorang berkenalan, tapi siap bergossip-gossip pulak lagi. Bebual macam dah lama kenal je seyh. Haha. Tapi dia best lah, sporting, kelakar, melayan :) Bagus-bagus. At first aku online skype, aku nampak dia online. Macam tak best lah pulak kalau dah add dekat skype tapi langsung tak bertegur-sapa. So, aku tegur lah dia. Dia tak reply. Aku buat bodoh je lah kan. Then masa aku tengah skype dengan Joe, tiba-tiba pulak dia reply. Dia cakap "sorry late reply. Tadi tengah tengok bola". Kitorang cakap pasal game bola, nazmi faiz, kerol blabla. Then aku startlah tanya dia sekolah mana, form berapa. Padahal dah tau, saje je tanya lagi. Lolz. Dia tanya balik dekat aku. Aku cakap lah "Tasek Utara 1, I Form 4 still muda lagi :3" Dia gelak, eh tiba-tiba pulak dia tanya pasal junior form 2 sekolah Tasek yg bernama Saidatul Nadhirah. Aku ni mana lah pernah amik tau pasal junior sendiri. Aku cuma kenal sikit-sikit je. Shame on you Eyin~ Start dari tu lah dia bukak cerita pasal minah keparat tu. Kitorang bergossip babe. Jangan main-main. Hahaha. Lepas dah habis bergosip, aku cakap aku nak tanya dekat dia satu soalan, aku mintak dia supaya jangan salah faham. Aku tanya dia either dia straight ke tak. Well sebab dia kan sekolah SIGS. Aku nak lah jugak tengok budak-budak sana dari form berapa dah start jadi Lessbian. Luckily Raihan tu straight. Alhamdulillah :D Dia ada pendirian sendiri. Baguslah Raihan ni. As Senior *beriye*, aku siap nasihatkan dia pulak lagi supaya jangan tersangkut dengan budaya sana. Sekali dah masuk, memang susah nak keluar balik. Dia suruh aku doakan dia tak jadi macamtu. I will pray for you Raihan. jgn risau. Walaupun aku ni sendiri pon bisex, tapi aku tak suka kalau ada budak straight yg nak jadi lessbo -.- Honestly aku still lagi risaukan dia. Baru-baru lagi memanglah tak macamtu, geli-geli segala ... nanti dah naik form 2, kemungkinan untuk dia berubah selera tu tersangatlah besar. Macam ada seorang kawan aku tu, dulu aku cakap dekat dia aku ni TEEETTT. Dia terkejut and tak suka aku jadi macamtu. Now dia dah ada DC/skandel sampai 4-5 orang, suka dekat membe sendiri. Hahaha memang kena bahanlah dengan aku haritu. Then dia tanya aku macam mana aku boleh tau pasal lessbo lessbo SIGS. K ni soalan kelakar :3 Alahaii Raihan ni. Aku ni dah form 4, ramai membe SIGS, ada membe pengkid yg famous di kalangan budak SIGS and pernah nearly couple dengan budak sana, of course la aku tau banyak benda pasal SIGS. Even kalau aku tak kenal sesiapa dekat sana pon, aku boleh dapat cerita lah pasal diorang semua. Sebab SIGS kan sekolah yg famous, awesome, swag. EH? Apsal aku puji sekolah lain ni? Pengkhianat sungguh~ Harharhar XD MTL.
Whatever it is, semalam officially aku dah dapat lagi sorang membe SIGS yg baik. Thanks sebab sudi melayan saya ye ;) Terharu ni. Brb, nangis sebaldi