Pronto. Eyin for short. Euthymic. Strive to win a war. Things that i wrote in this blog can be a true story and can be just one of my fantasy. What's written in entry, let it stay right there. No need to talk bout it. Feel unpleasant with my story? Just click cross at top of your tab.

My obsession.

Assalamualaikum :) Hehe macam sopan pulak tetiba harini *sarung tudung* lol gurau je hekeleh takyah sensitive sangat.

To be honest, i still feels like there's something missing. I can laugh and be happy with my friends at school but at night, i will feel lost and empty. Tipu lah kalau aku kata aku tak rindu dia. Tipu lah kalau aku kata aku dah tak sayang dia langsung. Aku still rindu, sayang and teringat dekat dia. But perasaan tu dah tak banyak macam dulu. Memang betul apa Syu kata, "kau tak lepaskan dia dari hati kau tapi lama-lama perasaan tu akan makin hilang". I swear i've been struggling for 3 weeks to forget bout her *sigh* . Ada satu malam aku terbaca satu quote ni "memories unforgettable. But as long as you don't let them go, they will hurt you. Learn to let go, learn to be strong". Aku tersentak. Aku baru sedar selama ni aku still belum dapat lepaskan dia dari hati aku walaupun aku kata aku benci dia and sumpah seranah setiap kali nampak gambar dia. Aku bodoh. Cukup bodoh sebab masih fikir pasal dia sampai nangis, tumbuk dinding, toreh tangan, moody sepanjang hari. Aku nangis malam tu lepas baca quote. Aku BBM syu nangis-nangis type cerita dekat dia. Dia yang advice aku and buat aku tenang. Thanks a lot syu :') Aku cakap dengan diri sendiri "let go Yin. You deserve better. Every hurt you get now, you'll recover soon. Everything's gonna be alright". And yeahh aku berpegang dengan ayat tu sekarang. Doakan aku supaya happy balik k? Give me support. I really need support from my friend. I'm trying to start a new life...