Cool Life (ˆ⌣ˆ)/
A story
Friday, 3 May 2013 | 00:40 | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum bloggersssssssssss lol (acacah keek). Dah lama aku tak update blog. Mesti uolls rindu aku kan? Haa tak yah nak geleng kepala sangat, mengaku je lah ye muahaha :P Mm today i would like to share to you guys essay yang aku tulis sendiri semalam. Rasanya essay ni agak special sebab out of sudden, nama "dia" yang terkeluar dalam kepala aku. Maybe aku rindu dia. Ya, maybe sigh. So yeahhh enjoy this huru-hara grammar terabur essay k? And leave me a comment at twitter if you want to :)


      It was a miserable day until the phone rang and wake me up from a long daydream. I quickly ran downstairs to pick up the call. I have been waiting for a call from him since three days ago. Everything started to change after our last meet at Taman Merdeka to celebrate six years anniversary of relationship. I did not understand why he is so mad at me. Did i said something wrong? i do not even know. He raised his voice at me. We had a big fight and he lefted me at the park by myself. Since that day, i tried to call him for so many times but he switched off his cellphone.
      While i were running downstairs, i was hoping that call is from Faiz, the only man that i love. I pickup the call and hear a hoarse man voice, "Hello, may i speak to Miss Afiqah?". I replied "Yes, Miss Afiqah speaking. Who is in the line?" "Oh, sorry for disturbing. I am Inspector Daniel from Taman Daya Police Station. Did you know Mohd Faiz bin Abdul Rahman?". My heart beats fast but i tried to calm myself down and continue talking to that police officer. "Yes inspector. He is my fiancee" "I am sorry Miss Afiqah but Mister Faiz is dead due to lost huge amount of blood. He was involved in a car accident at Highway Pasir Gudang. His dead body were at Hospital Sultanah Aminah right now. You may come and identify the body". My body started to shiver and i accidently dropped my cellphone. I fall on the floor and cry so badly and the next thing i know is everything were blank.
      I hear my mom and dad's voice beside me. I open up my eyes slowly and i see their gloomy face. "Mama.. Ayah... Where am i?", i ask them with a slow voice. She hug me and cry on my shoulder, "Be strong, my daughter. I know it was hard for you to accept Faiz's death but...". Suddenly, i remembered everything. The phone call, news bout Faiz and the moment i collapsed on the floor. I hysterically shouted my fiancee's name. My mom tried to calm me down but i keep shouting and crying. My dad run out of my ward to call for doctor. A tall and bespectacled doctor came in with two nurse. He asked the nurse to hold my hand. I tried to fight back but failed. He inject tranquilizer on my shoulder and i started to calm then fell asleep.
      At three quarter in the evening, i wake up. I look around and i see my mom sleeping at a couch near my bed.  I wake her up and hug her. We were crying. I ask her to bring me to Faiz's grave to pay a visit. At first, she sense of doubt due to my condition but i beg her. She told dad about my wish and they asked for the doctor's permission to bring me back home today. Two hours later, i packed my things and walk out from the hospital. Dad send me straight to the Tanah Perkuburan Islam Mahmoodiah. I take surah Yaasin, mat and a bottle of water from dad's car. I walk past several grave and stop at an area near a big tree. I looked at the grave. There is Faiz's fullname written on the tombstone. I spanned the mat and sit beside his grave. I recite surah Yaasin and also surah al-Fatihah for him. Then i pour down the mineral water at his grave. I can feel like he is right beside me. Yes, i can feel his presence. I act like i was talking to him, "Faiz, i want to apologise for all my wrong doing. I feel regret arguing with you. If i could turn back the time, i will.....". Suddenly all memories been flashback by my mind. I continued talking to him, "Thank you for your love and sweet memories that you gave to me. Thank you for taking care of me for 6 years. I would not forget about you, sweetheart. May you rest in peace there". Tears started to flowing down on my cheeks.
      Third April of 2012. I already well prepared. All things had been packed. I looked at Faiz's photo frame and smile. I walked downstairs with luggage on both of my hand. Today is the day of my flight to Paris to continue my study at an university there. It has been a year Faiz lefted me, together with his promise to further our study together but i already made up my mind to continue our plan although without him. I am sure Faiz will be proud of me. Goodbye Faiz, goodbye Malaysia. You will always be in my memory.

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